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This is a song about Matthew Shephard which I think is particularly poetic and I just thought that I would post it for no other reason that it is fabulous!!

I had a friend I never met,
just a shadow in the night.
And he asked me, "Are you in or out;
and will you join the fight?"

So, I listened through my deafness
to the sweetness of his song.
When I turned around to answer him
I discovered he was gone.

ch.

But the song drifts along
on the soft Wyoming wind.
It's a lullabye of love and hope
and the courage to begin
that quest for understanding
in the darkness of our souls.
No, I won't forget that melody
on the soft Wyoming wind.

So I went back to the drawing board
with a modicum of shame.
Ripped the bandage off the sores
and administered the blame.

Yes, I've lived a lie of silence,
with a blind eye towards the proof.
And a fear of ever facing
what I knew to be the truth.

ch.

I have seen the face of hatred,
it wears a thousand different masks.
Heard the voice of the self-righteous
preaching prejudice as fact.

Will I ever find the courage
to live completely free?
You know you need a guiding spirit
to find some inner peace.

Sometimes when it's late at night
I can almost see my friend.
A gentle smile upon his face
where the bloody tears had been.

And he reaches out to comfort me
saying, "It will be alright."
And he beacons me to follow him
from the shadow to the light.

ch.

lyrics: Richard Webster
Music:Rick Sirota

African Queen

African Queen, originally uploaded by timslim1.

Feeling a little strange today maybe its because its now 3months since I had a drink!!

frosty forest

frosty forest, originally uploaded by timslim1.

I am very satisfied with this pic which I took one cold Sunday morning,although I can't remember the settings that I used because its a relatively new camera,the effects are just what I wanted!..I have also printed out this picture and the image and colours are exact!

I give up!

I really am beginning to think that I will always be Doomed to never co-exist emotionally intellectually and physically with anyone!ever!! I never try too hard I am never too needy never too emotional or over-bearing,I could be a blank canvas waiting to be made into a creation!..well!.. now I'm being a self-pitying fool because someone my age has already
become what he was always destined to become!?.....

Untitled

Sylvester

The most fabulous voice to emerge from the glittering disco era,supremely capturing a time of great creativity!

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Miss Donnie Darko

Well here she goes again Miss Donnie Davis member of the group Love Gods Way posted on their web site a list of gay groups that if a child is exposed to will turn a child gay!No mention then of the positive effects that gay people have on the development of children and the psychological benefits to be gained from over exposure to homosexuals! go rant Miss Donnie Darko as I like to call her,she's the one exposing innocent children to hate and ignorance! here's the link to their web site if you want to check out this hatred for yourself! http://lovegodsway.org/GayBand

Donnie Davis has more problems that the fact that he's repressing nature's wish! God didn't bring these idiot's into the world so they can project un-educated remarks to the masses which basically are only feeble attempts to hide their self-loathing! No wonder the church gets a bad name!

new year new me!?

Well this is a new year and i'm feeling fresh and ready to go!!.well not quite..more like a feeling of being bashed over the head with numerous objects that leave me with various headaches! My lifestyle is slipping down to a pit of slime and there is no way I can climb out of this pit!..mmm..well that is a bit over-dramatic and gay..i'm not being youth minded by using the word gay in a shit way but i'm using it in a homosexual context!..I am gay after all!